I hate my life and I feel like I am dieing/rotting on the inside
I hate my life and I feel like I am dieing/rotting on the inside
In need of distraction.
I feel stagnant, like no matter how hard I work I'm not getting any closer to my goals. Also feel apprehensive, there may be some legal problems in my future and I hate that I have to deal with police and attorneys over somebody else's fuck up.
Hungry and tired... 1 hour of school down, 6 to go
terrible... probably one of the worst days of my life.
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I've felt much worse so I don't feel like I should complain, mainly just tired and a bit sad - lonely mostly.
Infectionate Pawsthorne Bubblesbee[A] ↑ ↓ [H]
Nasturtium Fisticuffs Blesshu Sinnocence Ellipsis Hiddenfee Teddiursa
OK, I have to change this... a LOT has happened since then... Did some drinking early... started not caring I was alone on my 40th birthday.. then i got a surprise visit from a FWB... VERY nice time with him... now my ex is gonna take me out to dinner and drinks for said birthday... quite a turn around all is well.
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THANKS! Still smiling from yesterday!
Glad you got some sleep, and are feeling better. I may not always be the most positive person, but that's something I am trying to fix as I move into the second half of my life (God truthfully i hope that was 10 years ago, i don't wanna live to be 80!)
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Somewhat mixed, happy that I got my benefits prolonged for another 3 years, less happy with that they added a rather stigamtizing diagnosis on the papers which were sent in..
Sleepy and somewhat mixed, made some impulse purchases, though cool ones so... meh.
Sad.. I have some gf bullshit going on.
Meh..
\m/(-_-)\m/
I'm alone again and old pine tree
Asked me, where's your woman?
I said: Shut up or I make of you another Firewood
Feeling lazy but I want to clean my house ...come on motivation !
pissed got an email about how i cant start this internship cause im failing a class that i dont need nor did i want to take. its a BS class too we watched Brian Reagens stand up for a class yesterday, and the moon we learned about that thing from watching Apollo 13 fml
i live by one motto! "lolwut?"
Drunk and loved! I have found my true soulmate, i love her to death! She is my all, my everything, and she makes me want to be the best person i can be
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Tired as shit, been awake since forever...
Like an old person, only several decades too soon.