i have a few things that nobody else can get now, and haven't been able to for a while.
if those things came up somewhere else in the game now, i wouldn't be bothered. there's a word for what it is when you do care about such things. i can't remember that word, but it's out there.
i have those things, i'm confident in the knowledge that i have them and nobody will ever take them from me. that's enough for me. what others have doesn't mean anything more to me than the man in the moon.