"El Psy Kongroo!" Hearthstone Moderator
"El Psy Kongroo!" Hearthstone Moderator
Hey! Well new year's resolutions are already being broken so I guess Im in good spirits lol. In all seriousness, I am taking steps -running, making a mess in the kitchen, shopping - to feel a little better, the last few months werent great. How about you? Partied during the holidays?
(The Other "Hey!" )
Peaks into the thread after playing FFXIV for awhile.
Sorry I've neglected all of you! I've been... Busy... Yeah, 'busy'!
I'm a Kitsune! Not a cat, or a mutt!
I'm sorry Hanna, but hopefully you'll find someone who'll love you as much as you deserve
"El Psy Kongroo!" Hearthstone Moderator
Hey Hanna, you seem like an empathic and introspective person and I think people like that -I may seem like a trollish, lewd cat here on the forum but I am too- tend to be too aware and too easily to doubt their whole existence.
You will probably always have that delicate balance in your life and when your down and (heart)broken its not easy to get back into the "I used to be....me" mindset. Maybe that dominates how you feel about things now but thats not what you are, youll blossom and its right back.
Maybe drawing more lines in your life; "No is No, Yes is Yes", "I want this/I dont want this", "Is it important what people think of me? Are they actually thinking bad of me at all?" will help. I still have a long way to go with this myself but Ive learned a lot from people who are more pragmatic and less introspective .
Dont know if this helpful at all but Im still sending you a *hug* !
Last edited by mmoc8167bb6457; 2017-01-21 at 07:50 PM.
Heh, it was way too easy to feel when I was like, 17-18 years old. Your soul was like vanilla, it had yet to be tainted with black coffee. When you felt something it was straightforward and intense, literally no thought behind, you just felt and you loved that feeling.
Now is way too hard for me as I'm so consumed by my rationality and ruthlessness that I barely remember that kind of innocence. Then again, as a good ol' friend of mine once said to me, that's not really a permanent state of your being but rather the state of your condition and circumstances. When people say "you only need to find the right person" it sounds in your head like the most cheesy, dumbfuck retarded advice you could possibly receive. In reality, that's the actual truth. You don't see it that way because you're not ready to feel it; however, if there's anything that can save you from the "death inside" is that, the "right" person able to make you care.
Infracted for trolling yet other more blatant trolls go free