Yep, and you aren't completely alone, and it took me a while before I recognized that isn't soo unique.
Because like so many things I think it is misunderstood.
Like being called shy, is just like someone suffering depression is sad.
It simply because just like I can't imagine ever enjoying people the way others do, some can't imagine me and maybe you aren't out of out minds alone.
It isn't shy, it's just a preference that shouldn't be stigmatized.