I’m a single mom with two kids, each from a different father. Both those men have other children with two other women each.
Neither man is well off but they both help me a little financially with the kids. Every once in a while, one or the other will show up at “home” with me.
This setup is pretty common in my background culture. But for those who didn’t grow up with it — many of my colleagues and friends — it’s not common.
The more I’m part of a different North American culture, the more I question this arrangement.
I want to have, and feel that I deserve, a partner for life.
How do I find someone who’ll understand my culture but like me, wants something different for his life?
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Be very thoughtful if considering a major cultural change for you and your children.
It may be the lifestyle all around you but your children know who their fathers are and presumably accept that they’re only around occasionally. It’s what you formerly accepted, too.
It’s understandable that now, amongst people who appear to have or expect long-term live-in partners, and don’t accept other cultural norms, you question your current lifestyle.
But the reality is that divorce and serial relationships are common in the larger culture.
To seek a “life” partner, you’ll have to take the same risks of dating that others face — meeting men through your personal network, interest groups, online, etc.
You’ll need to hope they have no issue with your previous short-term partners’ easy access to their kids (and rethink the dads’ stay-overs).
And help your children’s adjustment to a new lifestyle at home that still respects the culture of which you and they are still a part.
Is all this is possible? YES, of course.
It won’t happen overnight, and you still have to make sure a man you think is The One, is trustworthy, respectful, kind to your children, etc.
There’s no shame in being a single mom, working, and raising children mostly on your own. But there is some loneliness and uncertainty.
Still, don’t trade it for a wish. Make sure the partner you choose is the right man for you, whatever his culture.