you dont have access to most of the abilites, that make controlling the field fun the first few levels
tbh, i struggled with my first group, went in blind but straight into tactician, my cleric felt worthless until i started using widow and mage felt even worse, because he had no synergy with the rest and couldnt controll the field as a single caster up until like 15 or 16. scond playthrough is much smoother and I actually made an effort on the ship fight to kill all the mobs and loot the chest behind dallis before timer runs out, was definitely fun
but if your issue is really that you dont like this turn based style, then yes, the game is obviously not for you.