Im in somewhat the same situation guild almost never ever takes me for raids(i dont even get calendar invites anymore). I feel ignored in the guild.
When i had first joined i said to gm i couldnt really raid that week due having some trouble with my pc but since it has been fixed(like a month ago) ive asked gm to be able to raid with the rest but it just gets ingored it seems to me. GM last raid even said he was gonna get me in cause 1trial kept failing over and over on M ilgy, he dint take me even when he said he would. This is 2nd reset after the first kill of M ilgy and they havent been able to get a 2nd kill still, they even wipe for like a hour on nythendra M at times or dragons.

Last guild i also couldnt raid due gm not wanting more then his own dk in for M En. And now i got this again somewhat in current guild, i also feel afraid if i leave it will happen to me again. Honestly i dont really know if i should leave or do something else .