Not the fake its been a week depressed over an event. I've been like this for a few months, I was in situations that would normally make people happy. I am doing well in school, while i did just break up with my girl friend, i didn't really like her and it was better to be broken up any way she was a very cold and distant person. Also I was like this even during our relationship so this is likely not the cause. I have an amazing internship opportunity now with one of the senators of my state.
i just don't want to wake up in the morning
i have no energy to want to do anything
once my friends (i have plenty, enough that i throw away bad friends) leave i feel all depressed again, even moments during when i hang out with my friends i have a strong feeling of depression.
i have also been driving really fast in my car, and trying to not step on the brake. (although i stop my self)
Its not like things are wrong, its hurt that even the smallest things hurt me.
what can i do? i really dont want to resort to meds, i dislike the idea of it.