well
would you respect me if I told you I tried to kill myself by overdosing because I lost my raid spot at one point? Because I bet you that half of this forum would be lining up to call me pathetic and childish, all while trying to pull some psycho-analytic rabble out of their ass and assuming that I am a basement geek virgin with terrible acne problems and a receding hairline.
But maybe that's just me.
Men are competitive by nature, and sometimes they just don't have what it takes to compete. Whether it's the size of their penis, how many skanks they've slept with, their rig, how many chainsaws they can juggle, the car they drive or the job they have.... just doesn't measure up to their idea of competitive.
Sometimes you're just a champion trapped inside a creature that doesn't have the aptitude to match, and it's crippling, terrifying reality.