I'm looking for some advice, but will try to keep my explanation of the situation brief.
I'd been dating a guy for just shy of two years, during which time we moved in together. During that point he introduced me to a friend of his, who we'll call R. I have met R irl, so he's not just internet dude, which I feel is important to mention. At first R came off as a jerk, so i paid him little attention, unless it was to rage at him while we raided, but when everyone got burnt out after Tier 11 and went off to play other games R and I moved on to another guild together to raid FL. We talked a lot, as there wasn't really anyone else to talk to, and got to a point where I considered him on of my best friends, and told him things I wouldn't tell my BF, ever. My BF and I moved out of the state during this period, so I now lived pretty far away from R.
R and I eventually moved on to new guild together then when he left there I followed; we bounced to two more guilds before settling into the guild we're in now. Not that the guilds matter, just explaining that we've moseyed around a lot since Tier 11 but have made a point to stay together and only find places that fit both of us. At about this point I realize that our friendship is clearly more than that, even though neither of us would ever say anything because I'm not single and dating a friend of his. We're at a point where we exchange text messages a lot and are using WoW more as a chat program than a game. Even my BF has noticed, asking why we spend so much typing to each other when we're both in vent anyway. It's clear something has been developing, though we were both ignoring it, and even more obvious to me that I've been attracted to R for a while. I'm not cheater though, so my first thought is to just keep ignoring it and draw back from R.
But the BF and I are having issues. I'm sleeping on the couch, sex has totally ceased, and most of our time together is spent in the same room, staring at our respective computer screens. Not a good scene. I break it off and I don't do this because I have feelings for R, but rather because my current relationship is clearly headed no where. We decide we can stay friends, I move out, and things seem to go back more or less to normal, aside from the fact conversations with R have increased, we're talking in skype now, and we're both dancing around the subject of the attraction between us. But there are, of course, issues. He's still my Ex-Bf's friend and there is a considerable amount of distance between us.
Recently R has asked me to fly out and stay with him, to give the whole relationship a test drive. If it seems good I'll stay and if it seems like it was just the distance and the unfortunate state of my former relationship that was clouding our judgement, then I'll fly back to where I am now. I'd like to take this offer but I'm not sure if I should wait longer. I figure, on the one hand, no matter what happens I'm a terrible person, R is basically the worst friend ever, and my Ex's feelings will be hurt, but on the other hand are these outcomes something that could be lessened with time?
I moved out of my ex's place about a month ago, and this trip is projected for mid-july/early august. Too soon? Just go for it because nothing is going to change the hurt feelings this is going to cause? Thoughts?
That wasn't as brief as I'd hoped to make it.