I probably would like, and I do like dark things. Not necessarily twisted things, but I definitely dark things. Of course, I can't stand gore. I cover my eyes most of the time when I see it. This is also why I don't watch American horror films. I do love obscure things, especially metal, and I don't hate the norm, but I like not being normal, because it makes me more unique, but I also actually like that stuff as well, I'm not just a hipster who does things that aren't mainstream because it's cool.. I'm not scared of being normal, I just enjoy things that aren't.
Anyone streaming right now? I'm in the process of getting drunk, so I could stream something random even though I already streamed tonight, if someone wants.
Since I've spent the last 24 hours explaining this story in various levels of detail, I'm gonna type out the full detail so I can just link here.
As you probably know, we have quite a few transgendered people in the thread - muCephei, Remilia, and most recently Yeast among them. I've felt something of a fascination with it for a while, and was getting a bit curious. So last week, when Cephei mentioned she'd found a really great chat of TG folks that she'd been spending time in, I made a dummy account, tracked the group down through her profile, and joined up. I lurked for a while, and eventually spoke up. I told them I was curious and asked if I could stay for a while, and we chatted for a bit. The people in the channel decided quite quickly that I was in fact trans and just hasn't realized it yet, so I figured what the hell and went full girl-mode in that chat for a week.
Turns out, I needed it, bad. I'd been holding back tons of stuff because of some pretty deep-ingrained gender roles, stuff I hadn't even realized. Everyone on there was great, and I honestly had a great time. Anyway, I thought I had everything figured out last night, I'd decided I was male but had been locking a bunch of stuff up, so I came back to Ruom's stream group where I spend a lot of my time and told this whole story, to hilarious effect. Got mocked out the ass, as I'd have expected, but all in good fun. To my surprise, a few people came forward with gender concerns they'd been holding in too, apparently I wasn't the only one. It was a really fun night - I'd wanted to make some interesting choices, and that certainly blew the status quo wide open.
Anyway, for all my certainty last night, I found myself right back in that chat this morning. So hell if I know. And that's the story.
I think their best songs are definitely Aeroplane, Venice Queen and Savior. Savior is my favorite by far.
I never said you were hipster.
I do the same thing when it comes to everyday life. I fear the norm, so I break it in every way possible. You should see my room - I have blood on my walls, I've written poems on my closet with a black marker and I have several cuts from knives and holes from throwing with knifes directly into my wall.
It's just a way to express one self.
I probably will post it here, because it's nothing major, I just don't want to fill up people's screens. It's not gender related, shit in my life related, not about relationships, not self hatred, not me thinking everyone pretends to like me, I already know the answers to that shit. It's mostly about friends and why I feel I should talk to some of you more on Steam. I mean, when I first joined the MMOC brony group on Steam, I added everyone I could, then I just forgot about it and never added anyone else. And I am going to make this a huge post at some point, and it's rather pointless, but I feel like saying it. Anyway, that's like the preview you see in movies for ones that are coming out later.