Originally Posted by
Arnorei
I'm talking in everything, from girls to money, from being seen as being good at something (different from them actually being good) to having true friends...
I don't know, I'm just starting to feel demoralized in a way seeing all the jerky kids get everything. When I have something more then someone else, I don't act high and mighty on it, plus it just feels they have more succes.
I mean, just looking at neighbours my age...
-there's this guy whose family split and he stood with his dad who trained him and educated him and then around 16 his mother started giving him more pocket money (she was kind of rich) and besides having some friends he god money, he got a car, he even got celebrity, appearing in commercials and some tv shows, he made some firm that rents models (which are actually ladies he sweet-talked) for promotions (you know, like those girls asking you to buy crap in shops), he got whatever girls he wanted etc. and he's a jerk, he has several charges of speeding from police (which he got rid of with money), he treats women like they're all whores, he says he can't wait for his father to die (he's almost 80 now) to get his house etc
-there's this other dude, he got money from start for his father worked in some ministry, he could sway any girls, he got a motorbyke, heck, he has so many money he takes drugs and parties all the time, he almost finished university despite failing several classes (with money). Yet if you look at him, he beats some of the girls he was with, he's a jerk, he likes to wreck stuff etc.
And there are just some examples.
It's not that I envy them, I just see jerky people all over the place having more succes everywhere at most things. Heck, if I open the tv all I see is jerky dudes with a fortune and stupid full of themselves bimbos, and you can't say this is tv only, for, where I'm at, I actually get to see people like this every week almost. Yet whenever I see someone who's nice and talented at something... they seem to have bad luck at most stuff.
Heck, maybe I envy them a bit too, I mean screw this, I'm a nice, creative, loyal, romantic, smart, funny, caring, handy-man, helpful, educated, hard-working dude and even though I just wrote a list of stuff, in general I'm quite modest too, just that now I reached a point where I feel like ... why are jerks getting whatever they want yet I can't get a job related to my expertise (political sciences, but don't look there too, I also look in public relations, game testing, banking, etc quite a few more), I had to work my ass to finish university(just for some jerks to pay their way through, thus making the university feel less important), I'm having problems finding a job (because whatever skill I show, some prick who's the son of the daughter of the cousin of the boss gets the job), and women I liked (who seem to always fall for pricks who treat them like shit and couldn't care less if they fell down a mountain - true happening, I was there to catch her and pull her as she started slipping on snow and she just thanked me, made a small argument with this guy because he didn't help as he just sat there and told me that she's just bluffing and that's it, a small argument).
I don't know, maybe I'm just demoralized but I'm kind of tired of these things happening. I know I should ignore them, but it's kind of hard when whenever I go out I see the prick who lives close to me's Mercedes, when I've seen several times how the recruiters for jobs didn't want me because they had some relative or friend or someone on line or other crap etc. I don't know, maybe it's just about me, maybe I'm sick of jerks and pricks and full of themselves bimbos when I act nice to everyone and treat everyone equally and am loyal and generally friendly. I don't know, in general stuff like this doesn't bother me but it all started to pile up and it just reached a point where it's hard to actually take it anymore.
So, why do you think jerky people have more succes? Or how do you deal with seeing jerky people taking all the laurels?