Originally Posted by
Trassk
Dude, I understand you completely, I suffer from the same kind of OCD myself and I too wash my hands and arms several times a day for the smallest reason.
I've gotten to understand that it takes triggers to set me off, I mean the usual stuff likeif I handle food, open a door someone else has, picked up my cat or shaken someones hand, I need to get to a sink. Even if I smell something bad in the air I need to wash hands and face.
Well I maintain my ocd well enough now (when I was in school is was so bad I would wash my hands in bath soap without washing it off with water, and check multiple times to see if my bedroom curtain was closed), if I'm in the company of someone I dislike, like a boss, my aunts obnoxious adopted kid, my condesending uncle, then it triggers it off and I just need to get away from them to feel 'clean'.
Also, painfully as this is to admit it, my father, who was a raging alcoholic, who stunk of booze all day every day, making the house smell of his foul breath, I use to be afraid of leaving my room just from the smell he left around the house, causing me to run to the bathroom and wash. Recently, my father died several weeks ago, and after this, I feel more calmer in my own home and less inclined to wash myself every time I wander around the house.
So, i understand what your going though. You should ask yourself, what do you think triggers your OCD and tells you to do it?