I keep trying to get them to tell me when I'm squishy, like after what ability and all, they won't though so I'm trying to figure out where I'm going wrong at. I'm .19% from expertise hard cap, 7.5% hit and gemmed mainly for haste. What I've been doing 'rotation' wise is keeping my shuffle up as my first priority, it usually sits around 80-85%ish average uptime, I have seen it at 98%+ a few times, but not many. I will try and keep Guard on cooldown unless I need to save it for something, as well as dampen harm/diffuse magic depending on the fight. The only other thing I can see might be a problem is elusive brew. I never get it higher than like 3 even if I sit on it the whole fight. Am I just unlucky with crits or is there something else to it I'm missing.
Another thing is they keep saying it looks like I'm focusing more on damage than surviving, but I'm clearly not and I just don't know how to show them I'm not. I'm prioritizing all my defensive abilities first and foremost (shuffle, guard, expel harm, etc) If I have room to weave something else in I will, maybe that's what I should stop, but I don't see it hurting my survivability if I do, but then again maybe it is. Then the dk I'm with is thinking he's doing something wrong because his damage is really low thinking he should be closer to me and all and he's at the point where he doesn't really talk about anything outside of "i'm taunting", etc. I just feel like this class is driving me away from the game as well as the raid that's what I was thinking full of friends. Sorry, I'm going on a rant here. Anyways, here's a few logs from different bosses what the hell am I missing here.
Nov 6th Raid: http://www.worldoflogs.com/reports/keix819genj3myl9/
Nov 4th Raid: http://www.worldoflogs.com/reports/5a2s4e2tc0k056uk/
Some HM Attempts: http://www.worldoflogs.com/reports/rt-yfnxdb6hqatgxts2/
If I'm missing a good boss to tell something from tell me and I'll post some other logs. I'm really at the end though and seriously contemplating just quitting the game because of all this. It's making me depressed, I know the raid is getting fed up with it and I don't know if it's something I'm doing, something the healers are doing or whatever it may be. And every time I bring up maybe healers I get basically yelled at like they're perfect and it's 1000% not them. Does it look like it's defiantly not them or what.