as some of you may have noticed, a few weeks ago, I posted a thread about how i've decided to no longer force myself to not do dailies I don't enjoy, and instead just focus on the things that I do enjoy. I reached acceptance about dailies, I no longer felt like I needed to do them, and it was a revelation for me.
and this week, the most unlikely followup happened. I actually started enjoying them again, without thinking how I should spend my time otherwise. I cannot find a term for this that can suit the feelings I have. it's almost like i'm... enlightened, to use a religious term. I realize that the dailies are not needed, but i also realize that they can be enjoyable. I feel this peace of mind that's slowly filling me, changing my emotional states. I am actually enjoying the game again, the entire game and not a part of it.
to be honest, I thought this feeling would come, but it came so soon and unexpected. doing these dailies is fun again, and that's what matters to me now.
I'm rediscovering myself every day, and honestly, that's all I want.