I have lost the drive to play wow. When i say lost i mean there is no urge compelling me to log on no more. I used to have ideas, plans & motivations to log in and do things. But my brain is not giving me any new ideas or plans, maybe i used all the ideas up? I don't think it's that though i can specifically remember having the same identical ideas previously and still having the highest motivation/urge to log in. So it's not the ideas that's hindering me it's something else. i do have a little bit of a flame left for end game raiding which still entices me to log in and doing dailies for rep. But there is something missing and i cannot put my finger on it.
Maybe i have just lost the fire, i have been addicted to other things in my life but never had this feeling at the end of the addiction quite like this before. I do have a very addictive personality and i get really into things. I guess previous addictions i had that gripped me i always had a new addiction ready to go that's how they ended and then i moved onto something else, it didn't feel like STOP old one START new one if you get what i mean, it was like there was no stop but there was a start.
I guess i just need to look for something else, and wait for it to hit me and hope i forget about wow and not have any urge to play it
If anybody has had the same feelings and you found a way to control or direct them then please write the words down here please.
Thanks for reading