I'm agreeing with Lia. Deca, no offence, but you're fucking negative about everything. You put yourself down. You say you're useless.. a waste of space.
Now.. seriously.. how do you plan on achieving anything if you've already given up?
Fucking hell.. man up, grow a pair, and make your own future. If you're a negative little bitch all the time who expects failure.. how do you plan to achieve anything? Don't let people say that you're a failure.. prove them wrong. Stand up for yourself. Be proud of your strengths, and put less focus on your weaknesses.
And seriously, if I see another "I'm useless" comment from you, I'm gonna strangle a bunny. And my neighbour has pet rabbits.. so it will happen.