Sigh, finally found the money i needed to pay the deposit for my apartment.
Bank turned me down - they wanted me to be studying before they would lend me the deposit i needed to go study. The municipal office turned me down because rules said i didnt qualify because I didnt have a job waiting for me - because somehow studying doesnt count ಠ_ಠ
Finally my mom was talking with one of her friends and she mentioned it and the friend offered to lend me the money. And im like, really?
So she asks how much i need, i say 7 grand, she says: "Oh, dont you want 10, then you have for other things as well" I am like... wut.
Gone through all this shit and this is probably the best outcome i could have hoped for.