But the fight dredged up a bunch of repressed shit I'd been feeling for a while, and she wasn't talking to me, so I let it out. I told her the way she treated me felt shitty, and that I expected better from somebody that thought of me as a friend.
That all started 4 weeks ago. Since then, I've tried to be polite, and mend things. I've asked how she's doing. I've been honest, that the silence hurts, and I'd much rather hear any negative thing she might wish to say.
Earlier today, I wrote, very honestly, I was at a loss of what to say next. She does this to me, all the time. She shuts down, hides away, and I won't hear shit for months, when suddenly we're peachy again. I made it plain I wasn't having that this time, because it fucking sucks. I worry, I fret, and generally feel like shit.
All I got back was "I don't want to deal with this right now. I'm not happy with you. We'll talk about it later."