I've always been kind of a loner, so I've never had many friends by choice. I haven't really pursued any girlfriend either, because I haven't really felt the need for it. However, as of lately I'm starting to feel more and more lonely, probably because I seriously have no one to talk to, so it kinda sucks I have to hold in everything that I feel because, well, I've got no one to talk to really. It's not that I don't have friends at all, it's not that, the problem is that I never connect with them. The guys that I've gotten to know are mostly hardcore DnD nerds, have their girlfriends and their friends, and if they're not ultra nerds they're, well, muslims. I somehow manage to get along with muslims rather well. In any case, I'm always kinda left outside, because I'm just neutral and I don't feel like I can enjoy their interests. I enjoy them as friends, but I cannot spend any larger amount of time with them because I get so bored and unmotivated and get just plain boring in general.
I've always been a very emotional person. I was always the first kid to cry in class for the most minor things, I've always had these weird brainstorms where I come up with the most absurd concepts, and when I tell them to someone they're always like "mkay" and there's that. No discussion. No nothing. So as of lately I've just spent more and more time wondering what to do. I mean, I could join some afternoon class for something I enjoy. Now, that's another thing; I don't know what I enjoy. I talk on forums and play brief periods, like 30 minutes each, on video games because I have nothing else to do. So not only am I fairly lonely, I'm also fucking bored. I like to come up with stuff, that's it.
tl;dr: I'm not OMG SO DEPRESSED PLEASE END MY LIFE but more like damn I'm bored and lonely, I feel I could spend my time on something useful, but I have no idea what that is.
Anyone been in the same situation?