I am pretty smart. I have a passion for learning. But it means that in order to get along with people i dont DARE ever act naturally. People get wierded out by my passions. The problem is it means i have to fake being interested in a lot of stuff to get along, and its tiring.
One big problem i have is i personally find confidence and attitude to be unattractive. I think i developed that way because, from my view, its usually the complete idiots living that way and it often leads to some disaster that i may have to clean up. I love humility and doubt, those traits make people seem human. But i have to fake it to get along with people.