This thread needs more sadness so here is a sad face:
I bought a new toy. He's the only one that understands me in this world of suffering. -.-
Had to pay for gas today.
My money is just like my blood, being drained away.
I can't taste anything
life isnt worth living
There's this one memory haunting me
when I in my stupid youth, I might have been eight years then, pushed the face of one of the kittens we had recently got into the bowl of milk it was drinking from
My soul may never be redeemed
Every time I see a kitten drinking milk
I am reminded of that terrible event.
Why on earth would I do such a heinous act.
I only wish I could make amends.
My life is suffering