guys.... can i post in crap that happens to me everyday??
if I die today.... which... god help me i will....
i just want u all to know.... i've....ive........................................... always rly wished u all eternal deff
I don't know, today was a crappy dayit's not wednesday yet!
my hair was horrible
almost everyone has been ignoring me (almost, one out of 20 actually responded. I'm not sure, but I think it was because I called his mobile)
best friend caught a cold and can't go out
spoilers after spoilers
ISP guy delays me another week due to the lack of fiber
tests
uptime stats are stuck at 6d 3h
got again involved in some arguments with my mother
a guy kept me waiting for like two hours, so I came home later than I should've. Beause of that, I missed an important group call on skype
also just when I came home, my dog shit on my carpet
etc
I want to die
oh and steam has beenfor a couple of hours now
I was just hurt by technology.
I thought it was the only thing I could understand and could understand me back.
But no, technology never understood. It never cared.
I can't do anything right...
I wake up in the night needing to pee
I struggle to get up and find the door
Then I step on something that freaks me,
The dog already did number 1 on my floor.
FML
the world just doesnt want me
as they awlays say...
the ones u love always hurt u the most...
my friend called me a stpid fckin cunt douchebag
then they told me to kill myself...
now they want me to stream it for their amusement... they think my sadness is just a game.....
NO i wont be giving you my account or my belongings
im deleting everything... everything.
the only thing u wil haf from me r the memoeries...
tonite i say farewel for the last time, i have decided thers no going back my hate wil sleep forevre in etenral darkness....
fuck u guys u were the worrst thing that ever hapen to me
and fck u mom.
last 15 years my friends and family have said they would do one thing but done none 99% of the time.
Like im home al alone in my lonely house, calls some ''friends'' they say they shall come by and say hi! and spend some time only to not appear without a word time after time day after day.
Friends call me sometimes, says much nice stuff, gets me happy only to ask me to fix stuff for them or to give them a ride when they're drunk...
Works from 4 in the morning to 01 in the night, again and again only to have boss say to me that i need to better myself and be more assisting...
Works hard 7 years for same boss, boss wants me to change my way of working to fit him even more with more work and less pay, i refuse and get the boot...
Losing faith in humanity more and more day by day.
Bills keep pouring in and nothing left have fun for in the end of the month..every month...
Knows i am a trustworthy person that can be liked when getting to know me, rejected by the other gender everytime.
Other think im stupid before they even meet me.
Feeling more and more chained down every day, Unchain me!
I'm out of food....
It's 3 AM so I cannot go and buy more... I believe this is the end...
we have a spider chat now........ its full of evil disgusting things........while a pure and innocent butts chat must be laid to rest...... truly we live in a world of terror..... my will to life is even smaller nao.......
rip 2013
I had a hard time fapping today :c
It ain't your booty, it's your beauty.
Ms. Andry...... I....... luv........ n-nevermind.........
you're my best friend.........
why don't I just die already
its all your fault mom and dad....... that's why..... I'm like this......