This thread needs more sadness so here is a sad face:
I bought a new toy. He's the only one that understands me in this world of suffering. -.-
Had to pay for gas today.
My money is just like my blood, being drained away.
I can't taste anything
life isnt worth living
There's this one memory haunting me
when I in my stupid youth, I might have been eight years then, pushed the face of one of the kittens we had recently got into the bowl of milk it was drinking from
My soul may never be redeemed
Every time I see a kitten drinking milk
I am reminded of that terrible event.
Why on earth would I do such a heinous act.
I only wish I could make amends.
My life is suffering
I woke up and realized everlasting darkness wasn't even on the front page, what's even the point in life anymore?
i thought that the grand finals for the 3rd international dota 2 tournament were rigged and the team I wanted to win wasn't going to because it was rigged in the other teams favour, but then my team won anyways...
i cant be right about anything... even when things go my way they only do that to spite me...
and i lost an item for betting on the other team on an automated trade website...
I was in the middle of a game of League of Legends and my computer broke
My little Gothic: Friendship is Angst.
Lost all but 2 Hearthstone games today.
Argued with dumb admins and players on DayZ.
Finished the evening with heart palpatations, heart racing and severe anxiety, all three at once. Extremely unpleasant experience.
One of those days.
I found out today I had loads of money in grants for college and I already get it for free....
why is life so cruel................................................