Since I lost my dad when I was 11 years old I've been through alot of pain and misery, and the thing Is. I am 18 now and over the Years I've slowly began to enjoy hurting myself like sometimes i like to smash my fist against the wall like 10-100 times with loud music playing....
This may sound really bizare but it's the truth. So dont troll please... My question Is --- Can you become addicted to feeling pain ??? or is there something totally wrong with me???!! IS it even possible ???!?!?!