History:
a) Known her for years
b) Dating for a few months
c) Go out of my way to support, care, cherish, love her (time, travel, $, neglecting myself at times to take care of her)
d) Sacrifice alot of time to spend time with her even though I'm exhausted
e) Always nags about something that doesn't go her way
f) Asks me for suggestions/advice, rarely ever heeds to them, but does her own thing regardless
g) If she struggles with something in general or with our relationship, talks to OTHER PEOPLE except for me.
h) When she is gone/out of town, texts/calls me that she loves me and misses me, then has a bad attitude when she is around.
i) Doesn't want me to come around work related stuff (idc really, but w/e)
j) Odd communication sequences, expects me to get back to her quickly, but sometimes takes ages to get back to me (as a result, I just leave her alone)
k) Has too many single friends, and I think she gets BAD ADVICE from them, and truly influences how she thinks/behaves.
I can put up with alot but these past few days have literally been hell. I don't want to be a heartbreaker, but I've exhausted all possibilities and methods to try and make things work. I just want to end it all and move on with my life, I can't stand the shit she is putting me through, and I just want to be done with it.
Am I rushing a probable decision? Did I miss warning signs? Would have done anything for her, but I just feel used, and I hate this feeling.