Since starting work due to shift patterns i can only raid once every other week, so never a full lockout, so quite quickly since 5.0 i fell behind in gear and kills, meaning that i became a spare wheel for the guild, a replacement if only really necersarry, i've been thinking of upping and leaving, but whats the point, same problem anywhere else i'd go.
I don't like to pug, its something i've suffered from since i started in end BC. gotta be done with guild groups and friends and its also set me back as well.
Before i started working i was the RL of a 25hc guild in cata and DS, didnt do too well during t11, got better in 12 and really perfected it in 13, and i miss those days, when i could just log on, look at my gear, smile and go do whatever i wanted without any issues, now i struggle with that. That and MoP really messed us up as a guild, lots of quits lots of leaves, lack of interest, burn out, list goes on, so they went down to 10 and yea, i'm just not needed now.
if i could, i would like to get back into normal raiding, clear 14 in a night, (nerfs or no nerfs) blasting through content was fun for me, and the guild and i always had a great laugh 10 or 25 and it felt like we were real friends. But i wouldnt want to have to go back to the hassle of running 25hc or even 10hc guild, dont have enough interest int he game anymore for something like that