1. Finding a job, employer, position that I feel great in no matter the negativity parts (been 1 1/2 years since the last one, sadly the company was shut down after 6 years)
2. Fixing my current 5+ year relationship (can't do that alone though, gf has bulimia) - fixing means "either" way
3. Thinking less about suicide and more about "what can I change to make others and myself feel better"