so this topic is probably going to get a bunch of flak from "suck it up panzie" style people but lately ive been having a problem with some life choices ive made.
I'm 28. i never went back to school, i drink maybe once every 5 days (I know its not helping as it is a depressant), and the love i once had for my other, the mother of my child and the twins i love that are not mine even though ive been with her 4 years and they are 6, has turned sour and become hatred for one another.
lately i just dont want to look in to any of their faces except my boy. i just kind of hate where i am. i know its my fault.
Im just trying to get my head clear and looking for some kinda quick fix.
cry for some help when no other cries for help have been answered. #we'renotsupposedtohaveemotions