So as I'm sitting here and feel all bad over a decision that I made yesterday where I broke up with my fiancé where you see a face filled with joy to turn into tears just in front of you.
The decision wasn't easy and It's not for the joy why I'm doing this. Heck. How can people recover from such a thing?
Have lived together for over 5 years now and been together for 7 years. All memories and everything just gone in a whim like that.
She was of course full of questions and where this decision came from. She was sure about I wouldn't cheat on her. Telling her that the feelings for her just ain't there any longer and that there's no spark.
From being filled with joy and laugh together where we've done so much in the world as traveled the world. Seen musicals. Talking about kids n' bigger house where to move next and so on.
It's freaking hard being the one to tell your beloved one how you suddenly feel so I ask you...
How can you keep on walking after such a thing?