None. I find self mutilation to be a very strange and illogical method of coping. Illogical problems will very rarely pull at my sympathy strings.
None. I find self mutilation to be a very strange and illogical method of coping. Illogical problems will very rarely pull at my sympathy strings.
I've done it.
For me, it was related to anxiety. From what I've been told, it's a common symptom of anxiety disorders (as mine was). Basically, it's an emotional 'pressure valve'- hence why it's so common with 'emos'.
Things would build up until an 'anxiety attack'- and well, you get the idea. Something that still surprises me today, looking back, is that at the time... it wouldn't hurt. Just... incredibly relaxed. All the anxiety gone instantly. And I'd be good for... a long while afterwards.
It's a 'coping mechanism' to stress, anxiety, strong emotions etc.
Of course, it also would leave me with scars that will remain with me for the rest of my life. For any here that have considered it before, it's not worth it, and it isn't healthy.
I suspect though that's why people that do it appear to be 'looking for attention'. It's recognizing that what you're doing is wrong, and being scared by it. Seeking help for something that you don't know how to stop.
If it was attention as 'Charmanderp' suggests above me, people (like myself) wouldn't end up trying to hide it after attention is received. It's a symptom of a number of mental disorders for a reason.
And even if it was 'for attention', if people are going so far to perform self-mutilation and leaving themselves with permanent scars for attention... you know, maybe, they actually need some attention.
Some people. Jesus...
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I cut myself for a bit when I was going through a really, really hard time. My mum was dying, my brother was going off the rails, my dad had left. Just a lot all at once for someone of my age to deal with. I kept it a secret, it was a shameful thing then, it's a shameful thing now. But I don't shy from discussing it if it helps someone out. I didn't want pity then, don't want it now and I certainly don't expect it. What I did was stupid and I regret it, it didn't make anything easier, I didn't feel better and I have a couple of scars. I understand that there are somethings that hurt so much that physical pain lessens the emotional hurt. But there are better options, I wish I had known about. Alright, off my soap box.
like with hard drugs... you feel good but you want more !
Sympathy for people who cut themselves? Yes ofc everyone should but most People dont bother to understand it.
From how I understand it, the cutting is means to turn your emotional pain into physical pain, making it more manageable. Cutting yourself also release endorphin, which calms you. Some cut to punish themselves.
I was very depressed (clinically depressed, not just some sadder moment in my life) for few years, I know how bad the emotional pain can get. You eat yourself hollow. It's worse than any physical pain I've endured so far. Personally, I never did any cutting myself but I was tempted. Thankfully, I'm recovering from it, but it takes time.
It's a mental illness. Hard not to feel sympathetic. It's not an excuse.
Last edited by Santti; 2015-03-24 at 12:16 AM.
Largely why I did it. Physical pain is more insistent than emotional pain or mental anxiety, a focus which also has a simple practical solution for you to get on with (bandages, antiseptic, etc). I was usually pretty badly depressed when I'd turn to it, so it was always a lesser of two evils situation, and it was definitely not something I did around people.
Whether it was an acceptable methodology to me because of latent masochism or is the root of my masochism, I still can't figure out...
I'm 31, and male, and I have had a problem with self harm since I was 14, diagnosed with major depressive disorder and borderline personality disorder at age 24 while serving in the military. Attention was never something I even considered when hurting myself. I never hurt or cut myself anywhere visible to others in public, always wore long sleeves and jeans. It is a coping mechanism that I unfortunately learned out of desperation, and even though I've gone years at times without acting on the impulses, I know that I am also addicted to it. My longest "clean" streak was from 2008 to 2014, and I was damn proud of myself. Over the last two years it's been on and off again. The worst part about falling back into it was the fact that it did exactly what I needed it to when I needed it.
I never learned proper ways of coping, I've been taught plenty since I was diagnosed, but I like many others have issues with continuing to get therapy and stay on medication. I'm not sure how to think about people who show the world their scars or cuts, maybe they are actually more mentally stable than those who hide them, because it could be an open cry for help, or maybe it is attention. I don't know and it's not my place to judge them. I wish some one had known what I was doing to myself when I started, maybe I would be better off than I am today, but who knows.
It is often a control thing, that pain they have control over. Sometimes it is just purely for attention. Of course there is always the mental side of things, people with different mental issues seem to lean towards this. Now it is somewhat of an internet craze with dumb teens, they bleed themselves to the point of passing out to see who can last the longest. We have the internet to blame for spreading the popularity of that last one. Anybody that cuts them self is troubled in one way or another though and it is often a big red flag of something worse lurking around the corner.
"Privilege is invisible to those who have it."
Yeah, your examples seem illogical to me. Sports leads to testosterone and competitiveness, gaming causes nerd rage and social? If you mean being social with your peer group, if your peer group can be the cause of the mental issues, well.... that'd just be illogical. Everyone reacts positively and negatively to different things. Your smoke a bowl suggestion? That will calm some people down. Some people it will amp up. Some people will have a full on psychotic episode. From ONE bowl.
Not asking for your sympathy, but if you're going to be ignorant of how the world (and other people's bodies) works for others, your pity and revulsion is not worth hearing.
Cutting is a symptom of other issues. I have a lot of mental health issues i my life, sister, friends self all with some issues. Of course you should have sympathy them.
READ and be less Ignorant.
Shallow insight is a mental weakness. Belief in your shallow insight doubly so.
Self harm is a very old issue, if you want to troll why not try the "rooted in religion and the castigating of the (often) female population"? Or "self harm is a skinflint's version of doing drugs" or "corporal punishment creates a perspective that self harm is a form of self governance"?
Or you could just carry on being shallow I guess.