So I'm in a bit of a lame situation. Sorry about the long post but I like to explain all aspects of the situation for a clearer idea of what's going on.
I was playing a feral in the guild I'm currently in for BRF and got up to Blast Furnace on Mythic. A lot of people took a break over the last two weeks of 6.1 to not get too burnt out before 6.2 and HFC came out. Now 6.2 has come out and HFC progress has started, a group of raiders decided "WoW is too easy" and quit the game. This left us without the numbers to do Mythic and put people in a generally shitty mood, including the raid leader.
I was asked to reroll to my warrior as we didn't have any and it would be more useful than my feral just before 6.2 came out (as we had two ferals at the time). I said that was fine. The other feral then left but the raid leader wanted me to stay warrior. So I busted my balls off grinding out gear and spending all the gold I could to upgrade items. Sadly I'm not that rich so I couldn't upgrade much. I've gotten all the Apex gear upgrades i could and now just really badly need a good trinket (mine are terrible and I can't afford to upgrade them) and perhaps a nice weapon or two as well, and I'll have the DPS requirement for the bosses we're progressing on atm. I told the raid leader this so he understood my gear/dps situation.
All is well and good... until we get two new plate DPS as trials in. There's myself and a DK who are both raider rank. Now normally in most guilds raiders get priority on gear over trials, as you don't even know if the trials will pass or stick around. Sadly however, that seems to have fallen on deaf ears for my raid leader. After the group of people left and people have gotten a bit slacky he has just stopped giving any fucks about loot. Normally I wouldn't care but right now my warrior is unable to join progress boss fights because her gear is still too low for them.
So To catch up I go to the alt normal runs and try and get what I can, and some good practice in, so I can fulfill the role they asked me to on my warrior. The two new trials join, no problems there. I /w the raid leader to ask if raiders and trials are sharing loot and he said raiders get priority. I manage to stand way above the trials on each of the fights who are both in around the same gear as my warrior is. To most raid leaders I guess this would be a flag to say, maybe they aren't doing what they should be.
Not to my raid leader! No instead he gives a 2H weapon to the frost duel wield DK. I have yet to see him use it once. he also gave drinking horn, with a socket, to the warrior trial also after I specifically said I really need to replace my 685 trinket (as sadly you can only have 1 apex one at a time).
When I asked him about his decisions, as it really confused me why he gave the items to them over myself or the DK, he just said I should "just stfu" and that he "gives 0 fucks". Now I can understand that response to somebody being super whiny, all i asked was for an explanation on why he chose to give two weak trials important items, over two raiders who need them just as much. When I mentioned he said raiders get priority he denied saying it. I copy and pasted his /w out of my chat log on the battle.net launcher but he still kept denying he said it.
After this point I decided that there was no point trying to talk to him, or find out his thinking behind the process. a couple of other raiders were also confused, but as it wasn't their gear they didn't care too much about it.
Now I don't really care about the actual loot pieces. What I do care about, and what upset me about this, was the fact I'd been working really hard to play catch up because they wanted me on my warrior, and now it feels like I'm not respected at all, and all the effort I just put in was a waste as the raid leader doesn't even seem to care.
TLDR; You probably wont say anything useful.
This unfortunately leaves me in a sticky spot. See my sever is empty, especially for my faction, so finding a new guild here that's any good is... just not going to happen. Sadly, i'm not all that rich IRL either so paying for a transfer and faction change is going to be very tight, especially if it doesn't work out. Finally, due to my warriors horrible lack of gear, I don't have any decent logs to show any guilds, meaning it's doubtful I'll be able to get into any good guilds going into mythic. I've considered stopping raiding but unfortunately raiding is what I love doing. I love challenging the hardest bosses and trying to do the best that I can with what I've got.
Anyone got any advice? Think I should see if any decent guild will take me without decent logs? Should I wait it out and see if anything changes here? I'm really at a loss of what to do as I can't afford to start at the bottom again and guild hop back up till I can get into a guild which suits me.