So I have been up all night doing research and looking for an explanation to a horrible night terror that has plagued me for about a week, and while that may not be a big time span, my day-to-day personality is starting to become more jumpy, grouchy, and generally in a 'bad' mood, due to lack of sleep. When this happens, (which has been quite often) I fail to work up the courage to even lay back down, and even being on my laptop is harrowing as immediately after said event I am in a state of fear and can't even enjoy my typical youtube videos without the images flashing back into my head. (they are doing so as I am typing this). I am aiming for a helpful and enlightening/supportive response, however the night terror's contents are rather questionable. I am a person of rational thinking (or at least I try to be), and this whole issue has started making me fear going to sleep now, (against my own interests). Before I lay out what generally happens, I want to make it clear: NONE OF THESE NIGHT TERRORS HAVE BEEN COMPLETELY THE SAME, there has been some grades of variation, from different people seen to differing locations. I will lay tonight's horrors out as best I can without vividly reliving it. : /
It starts out with me and another family member talking in some location or other, just my house and grandparents place so far, but it's just me and someone else talking about random stuff. this time it's me and my cousin talking about geeky gaming stuff, when my cat walks in, (this always happens) and jumps up and starts being cute... until its eyes fade out until there is nothing but white eyes. (this thing gets demonic fast) it meows a weak, half dead meow that makes my skin crawl when I think about it. I attempt to look away, but my gaze is FORCED back to see it's eyes with small fire red pupils, and the veins/arteries very red. At this point my cousin starts screaming to make the noise stop, even though I hear nothing. I call 911 (I dunno why) and ask that my cat be taken to a vet ASAHP. (As soon as humanly possible) It awkwardly fades into me in a animal hospital, (I dunno if these even exist) my cat under a heart monitor of some kind, it beeping steadily. (for whatever reason there are SWAT troopers guarding the room.) As soon as they clear me to see the cat, another pair of SWAT guys escort me into the room. the second the door closes behind me, the heart monitor flatlines, and the cat looks up, with its teeth bared and it's eyes all freaky again. It jumps at me, I hear the SWAT guy's rifles get pulled up, and the last thing I see is a demonic cat face, the last thing I hear is automatic gunfire. After that, I woke up.
Previous occurrences have had me driven out of the house with half dead meows and screeches in my head, or assaulted with a constant vision of that horrifying face. Every time I wake up, the last thing I see is the face, and the last thing I hear is automatic gunfire.
I was asleep for roughly and hour and a half before I actually woke up and looked at the clock.
I posted this here because I saw another post involving a recurring bad dream, which had mostly supportive responses. Does anyone have any insight or helpful ideas that can save me from further demon cat night terrors?