Can't really sleep the more I think about it honestly, so i'm just gonna let it out here and tell me what you all think. You can tell me where and why I was wrong, about how shitty I am, and how to approach this going forward.
Parents met in the Navy, and a few unplanned kids later, left and raised us in corn fed Iowa. My dad grew up in the fucked up parts in Atlanta, and since we lived two entirely different lives, are very different. THe biggest difference being that he has chrasima like a mofo and extroverted where I am nowhere even close. Growing up, he worked all the time, and I think that showed when I started turning to other positive male role models in my late-teens, that in hindsight, drove a wedge.
When I turned 18, my dad would never stfu about going to Flordia and eventually,my parents took my sister/neice and amskrayed. Bout a year or so ago, parents split after 25 years, and my dad seems depressed since. I used to actually like drinking with him, but every time I talk to him/on the phone even, he seems to be under it more often than not. I don't understand why he just doesn't find someone else. He's more than capable. Instead, he just seems to get worse as his 25 year relationship devolves into a teenage drama. Makes no sense to me.
Either way, he seems to get more distant. I didn't notice at first, because I guess we already were to a high degree, but i'm actually starting to get worried about him. Not much I can do on the other side of the country though. Can I even do anything at all?