So, I've been playing Hearthstone for a while. Having little money to spend in games, I decided to go the F2P route and work my way up. However, it's only been a tough grind with little reward. Getting owned by much better decks with seemingly endless legendaries, even at rank 20.
"You must probably suck. Get good", you say? I already went on Icy Veins, looked up strategies and built the optimum decks with all the basic cards as listed there. But even then, you can't beat an opponent with a much better deck most of the time, unless you get really lucky. I managed to work myself up to rank 18 to 17 for a few months using the Icy Veins recommended decks using basic cards. But whatever, I'll grind it out I thought to myself. I'd do the daily quests until I get enough to buy packs.
After months of grinding, I've bought well over 120 packs (I used to keep count, lost count at 100). So far, I've only managed to get 4 legendaries (even though I should have about 6 by now, since the drop rate is supposed to be 1 in 20). And after looking them up on Icy Veins, I found out that 3 of them are useless and only 1 might be good for control decks (Rhonin). My last legendary was Hemet Nessingwary, a complete slap to the face. Months of work for 1 decent card, and 3 useless ones. Brilliant. I was holding out a tiny bit of hope that Blizz might actually buff Hemet so he wouldn't be useless. But I recently read that Blizz don't buff Hearthstone cards.... ever. Again, another stupid decision that makes me wonder why. Why would they allow such a dead card to exist?
So, again I continue down my valley of depression. After disenchanting all my doubles into dust, I'm left with about 800 in dust. I decide to put some real effort into making a professional deck that would take me past rank 17. Again, back to Icy Veins and Hearthpwn to find some good decks. But utter frustration as I realize that even the cheapest of the cheap entry-level decks cost at least 2000+ dust to make. Even with the cards I already had, it would still cost me at the very least 1500 extra dust to make a sub-par deck of any value (almost double the amount of dust I already have). Now I probably could have enough, but it would require me to cannibalize almost every card I unpacked during the better part of a year.
Now I've finally questioned what I've spent the better part of this past year doing. Have I benefited at all from all my grinding? No, I can't even get past rank 18-17. I don't even have the bare-minimum amount of dust to make a decent deck, unless I disenchant 80% of my cards. The final nail in the coffin came earlier today, when I was stuck at rank 20 for over an hour as I went on a huge losing streak. One mega-legendary deck after another. Dr Boom's and Ragnaros's as far as the eye could see. Do higher-ranked players purposefully surrender matches at higher ranks, just so they can drop down to lower ranks and own noobs with their legendary decks for quick gold? That seriously feels like what's happening.
In any event, I feel like this game rewards the most despicable aspects of gaming behavior. Deep pocket players benefit the most, pay to win culture from day one, and higher ranked players can get easy gold by down-ranking and owning noobs. I can't have fun anymore playing like this.