I don't really like black people, don't like their skin color, don't like their personality, rape culture and gun crime etc. But I find black men from the ghetto really attractive. Big tall aethletic boys with at least a 7 inch penis. I like to have sex with these boys, and I watch them in porn. But if I see them irl I'm racist to them and hate them, avoid them and just don't want anything to do with black people. Call them thugs and criminals. Why do I like them sexually, but hate them the other time?
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