I'm in a pretty bittersweet situation at the moment.
I played back in vanilla (which is totally unrelevant to the post) but got overwhelmed with all the new stuff that came with TBC. I fell behind and eventually lost interest at about level 67. I started playing WoW right before the WotLK release because I always liked the Arthas lore, and because an old time friend and I talked about WoW one day which re-ignited something in me.
So I joined his guild which is the top raiding guild on the alliance side of the Skullcrusher server. I joined as a non raider and have remained as such, although one of the core members have been throwing an alt raid every weekend. After I got tired of us never going beyond Sarth 2D and never doing any Naxx achievements for the proto-drake meta, I started getting restless. It's understandable, considering half the raid were alts. Why waste time wipe-progressing with strangers so THEY can get the achievement on their mains must be my guild's point of view. Sadly I'm affected by that as well, but hey, what can you do.
So I applied to join the raiding team, thinking I was up for it. They had three hunters sharing two spots on rotation (I'm a hunter) so there was no room for me. That was four months ago or something, and I'm still waiting for a spot to open up so I can get a trial. However, this is killing me. They are progressing in Ulduar and I am forced to pug it. The raiders keep to themselves and do shit together, and us non raiders are sorta just sitting there, getting no attention. My RL friend (partially the reason I started playing, and the only person I know on the server) is in the guild though, and I got to know some of the people there. Admittedly, the guild name next to my name comes with benefits like never having to beg my place into a PuG. I ay not be the best, but I'm good enough that when people bring me because of the guild name they are normally not disappointed when they see me in action, even though the guild name is sorta misleading in my case. So anyway, for sentimental reasons I just don't wanna leave. But at the moment, I'm not playing the game the way I should to maximize my satisfaction from it, which also makes little sense when you think about it. I'm in the process of making a decision, but if the world was a better place and I didn't have to have this problem, man would things have been sweet.
I'm probably gonna jump ships over the next couple of months if nothing happens. You now know that, and can't un-know it. Yw.