I am writing this with the intent of gaining useful commentary, and I hope by posting this the community will help resolve my issue. I have come to a crossroads in my wow career as cataclysm is about to go live, I want to be a "hardcore" raider and what I mean by this is downing current content including hard-modes. Some may say well go ahead and do it then, but this is where my dilemma occurs. I am a Wotlk baby, I hit 80 at the early stages of Trial of the crusader, ulduar was on farm for most guilds, and was almost completely irrelevant at that point in time.
I was in a small ten man raiding guild when I hit 80, but it wasn't enough for me I applied to a 25 man raiding guild on my server and got accepted and I was placed on the second 25 team. With this team I cleared 25 toc multiple times, but whenever togc 25 was mentioned it was like "The gear is not worth getting since icc is coming soon, and therefore not worth the effort blah blah". Anyways so I sit idle waiting for icc to come insisting that togc has decent gear that will help with icc, the experience of the fights will help us do better in icc and so on, yet my pleas went unheard. ICC came out soon after and we cleared the first wing pre 5% buff then we hit a stonewall, the dps check of festurgut. We were stuck on this encounter forever in fact I went to a different guild before it was even downed. Anyways, I joined this new guild that was ranked 4th on my server 9/12 25 icc with the 5% buff, I did a couple lockouts with this guild and all the sudden the gm leaves for personal reasons and then 7 members left for a new guild thus ending the 25 man team.
Anyways that is a little background on me as a raider I have 12/12 10 man normal with 7/12 hm 10 and 11/12 25 lk normal. I am a competent raider, I read about all fights before my raid attempts them, I use spread sheets, I gem correctly, I don't stand in fire, I know how mechanics work, I adjust and learn quickly, and yet I am stuck in a mediocre loot Tuesday guild. I have no chance of getting what I want from my server only four guilds have 11/12 hm 25 on my server and two are not currently raiding, Pugs are just awful on my sever (Pugs still struggle with 25 toc regular). I want to be in a guild that is at least willing to TRY and actually work at hard-modes. I want this for cataclysm, or I will seriously go insane!
The problem is this when I go to look at requirements for guilds that I want to apply for the basic requirements to apply are:
Raiding experience: Ulduar hardmodes, TBC endgame content "pre 3.0", or relevant content to what our guild is downing "11/12 hm icc etc" I don't have access to the content that is wanted as criteria, but does that make me an awful player that will be stuck in an endless cycle of fail because I don't even have a shot at proving myself? I don't want to be carried, I want to prove that I can run and be just as good as the raiders in these hard-mode guilds, even though I am at a huge disadvantage do you believe there is a shot I can get what I want out of this game come cataclysm or will I have to come to terms with the situation I am stuck in for the next x-pac?
Tl;DR
wotlk baby
wants to be in a hard-mode guild for cataclysm
does not have access to experience guilds want
does not want to be carried
I don't stand in fire / I get mechanics
do I have a shot to at least prove myself somewhere?
Btw Mok'nathal-US is the server I am on.
Thanks,
Radicalatom
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All useful comments will be appreciated