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I feel like one of the lonliest persons most of the time.
Spend most of my life alone, and haven't had a friend since I was about 5 and I cant remember that far.
I have no memories of my childhood or any happier time due to a memory disorder. (I dont remember anything beneath age 13, and hazy sporadic memories from age 14 to last year.) My mother I see perhaps once a year, sometimes less. Had a brother but he moved out a few years ago, rarely see him.
Father works double-shift and weekends to afford to pay off loans from decades ago, and I... I just exist.
I try not be any bother on my father's salery hence I barely spend money on anything. All my clothes are inherited or second-hand bought,
when asked if I want to do anything that cost money I respectfully decline, etc. WoW is basically the only place I spend any money,
because it's cheaper to pay for WoW than to do activities with hypothetical IRL friends.
Due to previous said money issue, I don't get to celebrate Christmas. No Christmas tree, no gifts. Just me sitting alone in the dark
hoping my father will come home from work before I go to bed so I can say Hi to him on Christmas. It's always awkward since he
never could afford to buy me anything nice, so we just try not to talk about the present-aspect, and I try to be genuine when I say
I really didnt wish for any gifts anyway. But in the end I did, I wish I'd be a little less lonely on that one day a year. That would be nice.
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