So i'm a bit behind. I play a Ret/Prot Pally on Kil'Jaeden server. I prefer tanking but unfortunately I don't like leading raids (May have to force myself pretty soon). I've been watching videos on the old raids from when Cataclysm was first released (My guild stopped raiding once Cataclysm was released and I was stuck for a while without a good raiding guild).
I've got a pretty good idea of how most of the fights go in Bastion of Twilight, Blackwing Descent, and still a bit confused on Throne of the Four Winds. I've stepped into Firelands to tank trash on my Paladin but have not attempted any bosses. I work full time Sunday-Thursday Grave-shift from 11:00pm - 7:00am. It seems that by the time I am getting ready for work, the pugs are just about to start for the major raids. I'm a great tank. I have almost all my abilities bound to my SteelSeries Cataclysm Mouse and Steelseries Shift Keyboard. I have no problems using Ventrillo and I have great communication skills.
Unfortunately my new guild Virus is only running 10m Firelands with an experienced group. In the past month they have no ran old content so I take it they have graduated from pre-4.2 raids. I feel like my only options are to forgo Ret (Currently using it to crank out Molten Front dailies fast for better tanking gear) and take up (again) Holy and hope I can decently heal in raids, start my own 10-man pre-4.1 content raids, even though I have no experience, attempt to find someone who will lead one and I will co-lead for the experiece, (yeah...that might take a long while) or even stop playing my Paladin and take up my Mage or another decent dps so I can experience content.
Back in WoLK, people were desperate for a tank. Ruby Sanctum 10/25 and Lich King 10/25 all needed tanks every Friday night even if it was just the 1st four bosses for LK. Now it seems its easy to get tanks and when they do spam that they need tanks they need proof of achievements. I explain I know and have studied the fight but I don't get replies back.
I want to raid, badly. I do not enjoy PvP and am a firm believer that that is truly for end-game (I know that's not true, but that's my opinion). My time constraints suck but I don't think it's impossible with the time that I have to be able to experience content, at least at the normal difficulty levels. I have more time now than I did during WoLK but I feel like i'm much further behind. In WoLK I took one year off to bust my a** off at work and make lots of money via OT pay. That paid off now that I have a reliable vehicle and a refurbished Alienware desktop pumping out 50-60 fps in most areas. When I came back to WoW after that year, I caught up to the casual LK raiders in about 2-3 months via heroics/crusader raids/weekly raids. Unfortunately I have a feeling the same thing won't be happening since it seems people don't want to waste their time with (especially a tank) someone who's behind the raiding time.
All-in-all. What is your opinion? Should I just go ahead and lead my own raids even if they end in ultimate failure just to learn first hand the boss fights? Should I forgo Ret and take up Holy and learn to heal raids so I can be a viable choice than the lack of decent dps output by Retribution spec at this juncture? Should I just ignore the old raids and just focus on Firelands so I can at least see the end-game. Help me out here because I am totally lost this expansion around. This is the first expansion that I haven't taken most of the time off and come back later. Unfortunately I feel that I still may not see the end-game despite having more time to play!