Originally Posted by
Tiili
First time really sucked when I realized he only had sex(If you can even call it having sex.) with me because he wanted his release and used me for that. Let me be under the pretense I was gonna be the one in control during the act. He wanted me on top because of that. I was nervous as hell about it first but then started to relax a bit, just as he enters me he grabs me and just pulls/pushes me down, he entered me fully, tensed up really bad when it happened, was so shocked about how it felt. Just stared out in the air for what felt like an eternity, felt like someone had just stabbed me, the pain was paralyzing, couldn't breathe properly, was gasping for air, was about here I realized he most likely just used me to get his release. Couldn't tell him to stop either as no words came, couldn't control my breathing at all due to the pain and not speak either.