42 she is 29 all mine. Honestly for a while I wasn’t sure, always wanted but I just didn’t know what wanted or how.
I think the best in life for me is not to wait or expect it. Gotta find what’s perfect for each other. For some that isn’t marriage especially unless it’s for the right reasons and the right expectation and commitment.
Should be love and something to look forward to not a chore. Imo.