I fell very much the same. I'm trying not to go in assuming Ep 9 will suck, 'cause I think sometimes you can decide to dislike something before you try it, whereas you might have enjoyed it approaching it with an open mind. That said, I'm going in with little to no expectations and just hoping it's somewhat enjoyable. After Ep 8 I don't think there's anything they could do to further disappoint me, so Ep 9 has that going for it.