The whole thing was a mess as she had no business being in the Maw when she threw herself from ICC as nothing she had done even compared to what some of the Venthyr sinstones state much less even now she still doesn't compare with some of them. It's also funny that everyone keeps saying it's about intentions in terms of the Arbiter but she believes she's doing the right thing or at least the noble thing. It's not like she's saying "amg I'm siding with the Jailer to make people suffer as I have" as she clearly stated she wants to fix what is broken in terms of not having real agency in reality. Everything that they're building up is actually about agency vs fate/being controlled.