My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic Part 8: Mmmcake

[Deleted]

This is basicly what my depressed wannabe-philosophical brain is feeling, and has been feeling the past 2 months.

No wonder I'm at the edge of throwing myself out from a bridge. Protip: Drowning it in alcohol and drugs doesn't help shit.

As you might've found out, I ain't really into the drugs and alcohol thing, I don't exactly consider myself to be the brightest person out there either, I'd imagine I'm just your typical average Joe trying to find his place in the world, I've no bloody idea what I'll do in a few years from now since I ain't exactly good at anything, but I do enjoy a few things (cooking and playing games + reading mainly). I only have a friend or two outside of the people here on the internets (and I damn love y'all). I'd imagine all the stuff going on in the family ain't exactly helping here either.

I've kinda accepted I'll be alone for a while, although it's not like accepting it will actually help in stopping me from being alone, but there's simply no one I'd enjoy hanging out with anywhere near I live, the only friend I have and whom I visit every month or two is just basicly us sitting in their living room, playing games and talking crap. Rest of the time I sit at home, overthinking stuff, being troubled about my future and whatnot..

I'll personally never think about suicide seriously or anything, no matter how depressed I might be since I'd just waste my life there, I would gain nothing and harm those close to me. As said, I tend to be quite optimistic and with that I do tend to think there'll be something nice in store for me eventually. I s'pose that's what keeps me going.

I can't also exactly help but think that I am indeed surrounded by mainly idiots from time to time, at least noting school. Most of the people don't exactly take it seriously, they mess around and skip classes and so on, I can't really describe how much I appreciate the few alongside me who take this seriously, attend classes and actually fucking understand that this part in our lives is damn important, this is what gets us our jobs.

I just don't know sometimes, too many things happening too fast and at the same time..
/rant.

Huh.. I actually wrote a long post, what's up with me all of a sudden..?

[Chrysia]

Reply to what she said and tell her. She may be a drama queen, which could be possible from just the little you have talked about her. Of course that is only from that brief amount you have talked about her.

If you want to get over this then you two need to talk about this.

She always does this. I feel like an asshole every time. She's not really a drama queen. She just has this tendency to vanish, then feel like I'm attacking her when I say how much it hurts. I'm not, I'm just fucking tired. Tired of worrying, tired of hoping, tired of thinking I mean something to her.

[Illunis]

Thought it was clothes forbidden?

Some people are shy. I can cater to casuals too! :P

[Deleted]

Odd. I used to have you on my flist but you randomly disappeared at some point. Steam also returns an error when I try to add you for whatever reason.

Hater.

I joined last night.

It's okay we're all really nice. Except Alai but he doesn't ever mean what he says he's too nice to be actually mean. At least I think so.

[Coffer]

Am I a pleb if my favourite racing game was GT4

Yes. Although I am jealous of you because you got to listen to Moon over the Castle.

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Hater.

[Vetali]

Am I a pleb if my favourite racing game was GT4

If it isn't tryhard realism then no.

Assertive. and polite?

I'm not sure if I could do it with a straight face.

Its hard, but takes lots of practice.

Also, forgot to say that when I was on the beach we got this air horn and blasted it at people as we drove by. We also used it on a flock of seagulls around something dead and they flew off.

[Coffer]

If it isn't tryhard realism then no.

What's wrong with realism? I love rFactor even though I suck at it, and that's pretty much the ultimate simulator (maybe below iRacing, but they're funded by freaking Williams.)

[Illunis]

Also, forgot to say that when I was on the beach we got this air horn and blasted it at people as we drove by. We also used it on a flock of seagulls around something dead and they flew off.

Dude that's awesome. You make anyone fall over?

[yeast]

Morning ponies! How are we all?

[BloodyAngel12]

[Chrysia]

Morning ponies! How are we all?

Feel like shit. Yourself?

[Sofii]

Morning ponies! How are we all?

Why are you up so early? And I'm good.

[Temp name]

Morning ponies! How are we all?

Ponies? Where?

[KevinW42]

Wooo, new pony.
Welcome! ^^

Hi. 

[Coffer]

[IMG]https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-VHxOE6YDVWY/UAcAJU7CbwI/AAAAAAAAAag/MIpu6y5NJaQ/s450/TheSoundoftheDeadMelody.png

>you about

[Deleted]

Morning ponies! How are we all?

Been a while Yeast.
Doing, well.. don't really know, slightly tired, a bit bored, unmotivated, so on..
You?

[Sofii]

Prove it! What's the secret handshake? What's a french word for an Egyptian eunuch baking pies?

Yeah, most of what Hanna says doesn't make much sense. Still, she's fun to have around.

[BloodyAngel12]

>you about

> Sorry what?

[Illunis]

Hi. 

He's learning! \o/

[Deleted]

Hi. 

Ah, I reckon I also ought to welcome you.