I feel like I am at a pretty bad spot atm when it comes to wow. To explain this there needs to be a bit of backstory. I have a goal for world of warcraft, and that goal has been and always will be: ”I want to do all PvE content, when it's relevant”. I've never really cared for world firsts I just want to see the bad guy die on the hardest difficulty. While that never happened in Vanilla or TBC being stopped in both Naxx and Sunwell I was satisfied since the dedication to clear any of those two instances were far beyond anything I've faced before. In WotLK however it was something you could achive even if it was with the buff, it still felt very satisfying and I had a very good guild to boot.
However in Cataclysm due to commitments and what I felt was bad design i stepped out of the game. With MoP I decided to come back and the problems started. First of I was told to join my old guild and I was fine with that, they were awesome guys. The problem was that there had been huge changes during Cataclysm that I wasn't informed off. First off they had gone from 25 man to a 10 man. We used to raid 4 days a week for 4 hours. Now it was 3 days a week with 3 hours. This however was something I could live with even though I was rather irked that wasn't told. Then it just started piling on. People would turn up with no flasks, no food or/and no pots. I would be the only one prepoting. People would outright refuse to use addons anymore even though some of them like a reforge addon makes a massive diffrence for no effort. And add to that the Paladin (Main tank) AND Priest ("Main" healer) wouldn't show up for every single monday raid. When I asked why I was told they both start their shifts at 5in the morning and would only raid 2 days of the week, meaning that we were down to 2 days, with 3 hours. The difference between me and the attitude the guild had these days, came at a stark contrast at Garalon a boss with a very hard enragetimer at release. We had plenty of 1% wipes and I was getting pretty mad about people not using proper food and potions, something that would have made those kills happen.
As much as I love these guys, that's not the game I wanted to play. But I made a huge misstake.
I was playing a mage at the time, wich I loved right untill I hit 90. The level 90 talents for mages are BOLLOCKS. Aslong as I am tanking or doing dps the class very rarely matters to me, I've had fun with pretty much anything except a level 90 mage. What I should have done ofcourse was leave early one saying ”This isn't for me”. But since I was playing the ridiculously overpowered Fire-mage I felt a duty to help these guys progress. I was pretty much indispensible to the guild at this point, nobody was actually raidleading so it naturally fell on me. I don't want to raidlead, but if everyone is completly silent I don't have the patience to not do something about it. Add to that my broken class at the time was destroying the meters and we had many close calls that wouldn't be kills without the extra umph my class brought to the table. And not mention my daycare skills.
I once sat out during 2 raids just to see to that they would be okey if I left. The result was a disaster. They wouldn't get past Elegon. 2 raid nights, the boss was on farm. But no they never made it under 30%. I go back in and we one shot him, and I again feel like the only part holding shit together. However finally the Fire-nerf happened to put them (somewhat) in line with the rest of the classes and I felt like I could step out.
I would like to add that I don't feel the guild did anything wrong, other than the missinformation. We are just not at the same level anymore. We used to be, they changed and I didn't. That's fine, I have no hostile feelings towards them at all.
So now I am in a situation where I have no character at 90, though I have no problems leveling anything at all. As said I enjoy pretty much all classes in this game, except MoP mages.
And the only guilds I could ever hope to join are at either such a low level that they won't achive what I want to achive , or just... well... you know the kind of guilds that when you say ”Ok, so this is what you can expect from me. What can i expect from you?” awnser with ”We have a tabard!”.
I really want to raid in MoP and I loved the first tier of MoP but I don't know how to get to a point where I can get to the level of play I want to be at being this far behind.
And I don't have any desire to just get carried, I realise that for the first tier of raiding the boat has pretty much sailed, but as it is now I feel like I have no way of getting to the level of gear to join the kind of guild I want to be in and just waiting in the next expansion seems a lot of waste of fun.
Any help on the matter would be very appriciated.