Im sick of finishing dead last in Honor because I decided to defend a node in AB or a tower in EoTS that never gets attacked. But of course if I ever left I would get cussed out for not defending. Im sick of going back to our boss in Isle of Conquest once Horde is in and doing my best to wipe them by dropping fear bombs, dying, and then running back to do the same because we dont even have their gate down. Same for AV, always try to wipe them at bosses and always defend towers or try and backcap. But all I do is finish last in Honor. Am I doing it wrong when Im trying to help us win in ways other than fighting at mid or going with the zerg?