Originally Posted by
pkm
If it helps,
I'm not a very social person
I don't have friends
I don't know anything or anyone
I grew up lonely and only thing there for me were games
So yeah my life is fucked. But the thing is, people are quick to think that gaming ruined my life. No one stops to think, hey, there are many other things going on here. I wish I had friends I could go out with and a gf, who doesn't.
I am not social though and that's just how I grew up. Changing something you grew up as/with is NOT easy. Just like asking my family gaming is normal now days they don't believe it. If I'm told to go out and socialise it's not gonna be done just like that.
At this point, addiction or not i don't care. When ever I'm playing I feel at ease and all the stress flows away and well, gaming is pretty much all I have.