My cousin got engaged. I feel happy for them, but... I dunno, I feel depressed about my own situation at the same time, ya know? Everyone's taking these big steps, and here I am, nothing happening. Feelsbadman.
I don't need to measure myself by others to know I'm lonely.
On the plus side, I know I'm going to jinx it, but I don't think I have anything I need to do all week. Not even a bill to pay, nothing to deal with medical stuff, medication is full for now. Don't really have anything to look forward to either, maybe NBA conference finals, but still.