I'm TRYING to be cautiously optimistic but damn if it's not rough trying to.
My niece SAYS she is going to vote but not holding my breath and she seems to be against Trump after I had to get her to understand that it wasn't Biden that had overturned her right to her own body but the Supreme Court that was completely dominated by Republicans with Trump appointing a full third of them and bragged about overturning it. I hope she does but she isn't the most motivated to do anything. But one of her best friends is gay and is very much paying attention and is going to vote and is trying to make sure she does for both their sake. Also because they both like to smoke and know one party is trying to legalize it and one party is trying to execute people for it.
Then on the other hand I got one of my nephews who is in the Trump cult and evidently both him and his dad gets mad when you talk crap on Trump. My dad found that out when he said something negative about Trump and he got mad and left.
Then I have friends my age (~40 years old) who are also deep in the cult and one of them even said he didn't mind if Trump became a dictator when talking about it and then quickly pivoted to how "Education is indoctrinating our children" when he realized he said that part out loud. Told him he was fucking up and selling out his own kids at that point. And if he didn't believe me I fully encouraged him to fact check anything I told him.
Then I have my dad who supports Harris and plans to vote, which is good. But then when it comes to Isreal and their conflicts, he keeps pretending they are the good guys on it and all. Have gone over the history of the region with him repeatedly and he acts like he never was told it and when I called him out for me telling him the history of it repeatedly he said he didn't believe my sources at which point I told him my sources were the BBC and the Council on Foreign Relations at which point he said they might have been hacked and I had to tell him that hadn't been or at the very least not had a consecutive hack lasting months without every being fixed. He doesn't know the history of the region and is going out of his way NOT to know the history of the region. Says he hasn't heard anything about what I told him but at the same time refuses to actually look for the information claiming if it were true, the Fayetteville Observer would cover it like they would just randomly give a history lesson.
Seriously...... Why are people so damn dense that they refuse to listen and actively avoid learning?..... They don't care if they are right, they just want to THINK they are right.
Honestly, at this point, I really just want to travel and get out of this country for a while and see what the world is like outside of here in the places I have read about that rank better than us on the metrics. And maybe move eventually just to not have to deal with this crap anymore. Main thing keeping me from trying is my disabled dad would end up in a home if I tried right now and he sure as shit isn't trying to travel too. Genuinely sucks feeling like you are the smartest man in the room on subjects you really shouldn't be with others at least in the same ballpark of knowledge. But instead I am surrounded by a bunch of people too stubborn to listen and too willfully stupid to learn and would rather sell out themselves and their family pretending their right then hurting their feelings admitting they are not.
They can be a genius when it comes to telling you about sports, NASCAR, automobiles, or getting high/drunk but when it comes to important stuff they don't know, don't want to know but still want to have some heartfelt belief based on what they pretend to be instead of what is.
Edit: Sorry, just needed to vent a little bit.